I’ve been doing a lot of deep thinking, lately…





perhaps even brooding. Definitely brooding.

I’m just not at a point where I can talk about it all. It’s just so much…

So much what does this cancer diagnosis mean to the rest of my life? to what extent will I let it define me? what do I want to do when I grow up? will it have something to do with cancer? should I change my major? what is the meaning of life, the universe, and everything? does it even matter? where are my shoes? how will we pay rent? did I take my pills this morning, or was that yesterday? who am I? who are you? will Lizzie and Mr. Darcy ever work things out?

In spite of all of that, I still have this…

Gem on a swing - CoffeeJitters.Net

the meaning of life, the universe, and everything is such a small thing compared to the beauty of my little girl in a swing. Pondering can wait; it’s time to play.



Judy Schwartz Haley


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